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[10 Nov 2006|02:53pm] |
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today is my mui mui's birthday. happy birthday carmen! even though u ll probably never see this cuz u dont use livejournal lol. happy birthday carmena too even though i didnt know it was ur birthday xD. hmmmm pretty bored....im at skool right now cuz livejournal never works at home now ><. meh aw well i never used this thing much neways. its gonna be fun singing karaoke though! even though im the crappiest at singing. eh watever. got alot of work this weekend but i doubt i ll do even half of it. ppl have been telling me i look down lately....iunno...maybe i do. but i dont feel like nethings wrong with my life right now. i shud be feeling great. maybe i ll feel better when the party starts. i guess i jus....its the time when i feel like i wish i could do more...like i could help ppl more or be there for ppl more. i jus wish i was better person at times. i know im hard to get along with and that im a jerk alot. and i want to change not for other ppl but for myself. i want to be a better person...but i dont know how. i wish there was a guide for how someone shud act. god im acting emo....i better shut up before i start whining like an idiot.
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[24 Oct 2006|09:36pm] |
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hmmmmm finally....im back in...this thing jus wouldnt let me sign back in. ntn much to report still. and nething i might find personal ppl already know so it wouldnt be a big shocker if i put it on this thing. oh and i also had the funniest convo with sean and michelle was when we were talking bout why the guy always has to make the first move lol. sean looked so demoralized by the end of our survey ahahahahah. hmmmmm. wasnt that interesting of a day so yea =/ and photo lab is closed so i cant finish any units this week >< *sigh* well...i ll see wat happens later on. i know im getting a lil old for it but i still wanna trick or treat =D comment if u want to go trick or treating too!!! i think its important to stay young at heart ;) alright....leave a comment if u want =)
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[07 Sep 2006|07:57pm] |
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wow....its been so long....and so many things have changed. i get to try out for play this year so thats cool. and i gotta admit that being in a relationship is really great. i suppose daniel isnt going to stop making fun of me anytime soon since i made fun of him like crazy before. ah well. stephs definitly worth more then a couple of teasings. *sigh* soo much work already..and i ve managed to piss off the entire french department. well...hopefully tmr will be a better day. *sigh* steph isnt coming tmr though....she ll be coming next friday cuz she ll be alowed to stay out longer next week. i guess i ll have to go another week without seeing her =( meh....least i can still talk to her. well...thats all for now...i ll probably be doing some english work right now. comment if u feel like it.
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[20 Jun 2006|03:32pm] |
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heres another update. cuz ppl (meaning u lisa) keep telling me i dont update enuff. so here it is. i have never ever heard of the scarborough bluffs....where the heck is that place? man im high. man relay for life was....ok...it woulda been better if i wasnt sick. and NO! i wasnt angry anyone. geez...im not usually happy when im sick. ma throat is STILL bugging me. and i still gotta sign up for summer school....*sigh* well.....im over who i used to like...yep...hooray for me. psh daniel...watching pirates 2 with steph? :( wat about gabo!??!? lol nah im jus kidding. have fun man...i ll watch it with SOME1.....iunno. I ll see. man im lazy. not much left to report cept gotta work harder next year. hmmm. better go mow the lawn soon....bro is getting mad at me for not doing ma part. man im thristy. k im done with this one...comment away.
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[05 Jun 2006|07:43pm] |
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update time. skools almost done!!!! rock out!!!! i got soo much work to do still but im so calm about it for some odd reason. i dont feel worried at all. maybe i got hit on head too hard when it was that firedrill. ah well. by the way, ur plan wasnt the greatest daniel...it had a higher rate of failure than success. though, u ve always been one to take a change. glad to know everything is cool again. we shud all do sometin on friday or saturday. today was soo cool. i hope rest of week is this cool. im gonna have to spend like ma entire day in science tmr though.....*sigh* on a happier note iunno if i still like this girl. some part of me stilll care but its a very small fraction. i ll probably get over her during summer. well thats all for now...i ll try to update more...that msg is for u lisa...and u daniel...k, in the famous words of Tino of the weekenders : Later days
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[19 Apr 2006|07:27pm] |
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im soooo...weird. *yawn* not really angry or sad but not happy or joyful either. im jus feeling average right now. but hey im ok. still need to do history thing wid james...man ma memory is crap. i 4got we were supposed to present today...*sigh* well...ntn much to report. doing work as usual nowadays...i wish i was more motivated....i know i could probably finish everything if i jus was willing. well...i ll stop ranting now. update later.
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[21 Mar 2006|08:44pm] |
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*yawn* march break is done. havnt updated this thing in forever. im getting tired of being a joker and immature fag but i cant stop. its wat i am naturally. *sigh* how do u change urself so ur a better person?? i wish time would just stand still for a second and let me catch my breath. im really sick of myself right now ( and dont bloody start thinking im emo ) i jus want to be a better person for everyone as much as for myself. man life is confusing. well...watever time to do some work. update in awhile.
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[24 Jan 2006|11:21pm] |
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lalala. scheduled days are over!!!!!!!!!! woot woot. i got sooo much crap to do. 1 history essay 1 english essay 2 history projects and not to mention hurrying da hell up wid ma repeated courses...sigh* soo much crap to do. i guess all i can do is work and hope for da best.
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[17 Dec 2005|04:50pm] |
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LMAO. I think i ll use drunk for my mood from now on!!! AHAHAHAHAAHAHA. hmmmmm. Ntn much to report still. I m behind in skool but gettin back on track. heh. Ma teacher was surprised with how well i was catchin up and that ma dad should be proud. like thats gonna happen. well...enuff about skool. im happy. i finally moved on wid ma life and dont gotta worry bout girls no more. lol. sry dan...ma problems r solved rite now...hope ur problems are solved soon too man. uhhhhh..well that pretty much is it. Ohhhh and i did ma monologue. i forgot in mid way and swore. luckily dalton didnt notice. yep...thats it. update later.
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[07 Dec 2005|05:56pm] |
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hmmmmm. havnt updated this thing in soooo long. I m trying to resist urge to jus rant about life and use proper sentences instead of "..."'s cuz of some ppl...*cough frankie cough* Report card was ook, coulda done better but whatever. Need to work on bloody history project unit 6. Its such a pain in da arse. We ll watch Narnia and Kong Dan so dont lose ur bloody head. hmmmmm. messed up schedule tmr. what a waste. whatever. i will do my best to finish all unit 4's and 5's before christmas break. and hopefully some units 6's as well. Better to focus on skool then...crappier parts of life which i probably shouldnt type about since this is public and i d get teased outta ma mind cuz i tease ma friends sooooo often. well the outcome wasnt a surprise so watever. Ntn left to report.
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[11 Nov 2005|03:56pm] |
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...sigh* jus another boring day....ntn gonna be accomplished todae....happy birthday cuz....yea....thats it......mweh....dont kno y im even bothering.....w/e
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[17 Oct 2005|08:44pm] |
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i got to talk to vice pricipal todae!!! yay!!! bleh....todae was alright....me and marco got a ride from his dad...so thats cool......yep.....got a english unit done....yep....thats it....yep
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[27 Jul 2005|07:09pm] |
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ahahahahahahahahah.....summer skools done....man havnt been doin nething......got ma passport!!! i can leave Canada now....and applied for social insurance number...too late to get a job but yea....aw well...need to start community service hours...*sigh*.....hmmm....man lifes boring....need to go out wid ma friends....lol...least kitty aint mad at me rite now....sweeeeet.....wonder wat grade 10 will feel like...
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[21 Jul 2005|08:20pm] |
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yawn* well....bros birthday has passed....hes out rite now wid his friends..hmmmmm.......i wonder wat a world would be like when u can't say ur own oppinion without angering some1....oh wait....im in a world like *rolls eyes*.....i hate fights....reallly reaaaaaaaaally hate em.....and i also hate english unit 16s for grade nine.....lol......man i need a life.....not that life is a joke!!!! wouldnt want ne1 else pissed off at me for having ma own oppinion about life.....ughhhhh......watever.....i ll rant more lata...time to watch samurai jack :)
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[19 Jul 2005|01:33pm] |
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lester made me choose horny as a mood....greaaat....anyone who comes across this is probably goin to laugh about this...aww well.....yawn*....summer skool can be sooooooooooooo boring....dam essay......hate essays......gwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....hmmmmm wat to do wat to do.......i kno......sleeeeeeeeeep........man im so very very bored...eh till next time
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[08 May 2005|11:04pm] |
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hmmm.....for once in a blue moon....i feel rather calm.....not invisible mine u....just....calm....hmmmm....no need for yelling or nething.....it will probably disappear at skool but yea.....i kinda like this feeling.....hmmm.........i wonder how tmr will be....eh w/e......usually at night im worried about all sort of things.....not bein able to live up to ma parents......never achieving somthin huge.......fittin in at skool....wondering wat ppl think about me........and the list goes on....i guess thats y i yell and act so energetic at skool....i do it to hide wat im really feeling......but rite now.....im not one bit afraid about ppl knowing how i feel......eh w/e......think i ll reflect on this year at skool......hopefully get to update again soon....
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[07 Mar 2005|08:00pm] |
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purtty colours.....mmmmm.....foooooood.......soooo weird rite now..........head fells funny......not REALLY drunk but yea.....head IS pounding!!!!.........glaaahhhhhhhh.........adsfasdfa/fasdf///
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[06 Mar 2005|01:16am] |
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lifes weird rite now........ppl keep tellin me to appologise......i jus dont wanna.....cant really explain it..........its not like i hate kitty or nethin.....i like kitty....she is...well....i guess....was my friend......good nice friend.....but i guess she wants an appology.......but........i jus appologise when its sometin real REAL serious....but this is jus bout some stupid old crap that is in da past and i KNO those ppl werent listenin neways...........yawn*.....its late.....better close this up.........aight write some more lata....oh and if u read this daniel.....dont worry bout meh.....u got ur own problems wid bein drafted......take care of urself man....
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[07 Feb 2005|02:29pm] |
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cant concentrate in english.......soooo tired.....soooooo hungry for freedom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i want OUT........iunno if i can make it in this bloody arse skool........sigh*......w/e....i ll try meh best......some more lata
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[15 Dec 2004|09:47pm] |
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heh......funny how ud u think life would get better in highskool......then life jus proves u wrong again....kicks u rite in the a$$.......well.....ive learned ma lesson......u cant trust ne1......ur always byurself.......no1s goin to come out of no where an save ur a$$.....only U can save ur own ass.........wish i knew that b4.......and never trust ur feelings....they jus lead u down a path of sadness..........but hey....wth am i doin typing this crap down???? ma best friends gone to another highskool and ma other friends r either never seen or jus there to leave me.......in the end ur left alone.......u always are.....
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